episode 10: spare me

keep your approval. spare me your praise, this false hope, this sherade. can't you see i'm lost? so destabilizing and unreliable, like nothing you could have ever imagined. the man you see is fiction, he doesn't exist. he just isn't here anymore, and sometimes i wonder if he ever was. don't sell yourself short with false hope. i will drag you down into this hole with me, fuck you, destroy you and leave you with scars that never heal.

epsiode 09: who knows how i'll look back on this

secretive
evasive
careless
lost
undefined
deserted
evil
dying